In Heav'n Above

In Song's over... And life gets downright dull & lacklustre again... Maybe it's the notion that I'm going back in today in like 6 hrs time, but (correct me if I'm wrong) I felt that today we weren't at our best. We just didn't unleash the full potential... With the exception of Sleep and a few others, there were many instances of ambiguity, be it the lyrics or the notes... The performance just felt... normal... Nothing spectacular to be said... Except maybe the lightning of Janger and the "blown" bulb during our encore song (I think...)... There were mistakes here and there too, hopefully it will be covered up in the recording...

Perhaps it's late and I'm tired, perhaps it's tommorrow that's making me gloomy or perhaps it's just that my standard is too high, but I can't help but feeling a little guilty (cos of not memorising some songs properly and making small but silly mistakes)... Maybe by Tues when I give a more through and unbiased thought ( I got the whole of Mon to do so...), the criticism will be less sharp (no pun intended)...

And of course, frankly I'm super thankful that I didn't fluff the words man... It was a really scary and nervous ride but kinda fun in retrospect... A big thank you to Mr. Kwei for bearing with my fluffed lines during pract and still giving me lotsa chances, thanks to my supremely talented slacker SL Yin Chuin, for saboing me instead of doing what the SL should do and volunteer himself, and of course thank you VC for the chance to be part of the 20th Anniversary Celebration... It was a fun time of singing, slacking, joking eating and whatever adjectives that my tired brain can't think about now...