But it definately ain't going to be the same old s*** again... No more stupid tunes that don't make sense both commonly and grammatically... It's all serious stuff now... More like high school never ends (thanks to Bowling for Soup for such a corny song)... Right my brain is jumping up and down in excitement and thinking of all the possibilities that can, no, will happen this year... Anyways before I go there, it's been a rainy weekend... Yep and let's hope next week will be... U guessed it! Rainy too! Why? Simple! IPPT... Now before external conditions play any role whatsoever, the probability of passing it was 50-50(duh either u pass or fail right?)... Now with external conditions like cool weather(thanks to the rain) and (as much as I hate to admit it) some training, I foresee that probability increasing to what 75-25? Rain rain rain... I bet with u if it rains before or during my IPPT I'll be dancing and singing in the rain like good ol' Frank Sinatra...
Now for the serious stuff... Half clutch, reverse and parallel parking, S and crank course, E brake, upslope and drifting (joking!) will be the in thing this next 1.5 months... I tell u if I fail I am so going to stop playing racing games... If I fail, that shows that I've been wasting my time all this while playing racing games... So what if they're virtual and unrealistic... Both tests ur hand and eye co-ordination... Studies show that peeps playing racing games are more observant on the road... I pray that the hypothesis is spot on...
Even more serious stuff... Some of my to do items should be a rather distinct possibility... Just need to sort out the nitty gritty details and with a spot of luck, I won't even need to play the trump cards... Seriously, Deus (again? That "flatty" song!), Il Coro Dei Malammogliati, Janger and Miao Jia Shao Nu would be a welcoming relief from kuala baris(Gee is that some sort of Koala bear?)... Never mind if there is like 19 more songs to learn right? I mean... Anything beats cedi (unit currency of Ghana) yah? Especially when the Sing $ is so "strong"... All right I'll restrain myself from digging (opps sorry about the pun again!) Right I'm enjoying this!
Seriously, my thought some 4 years ago when I was in Tk might (don't want to say will just yet, later drop out halfway) just be a reality... Back then I was slacking behind during tenor sectionals wondering if I'll be doing Miao Jia Shao Nu again in VJC or VC (fine back then I had aspirations to join VJ Choir)... And I'm really shocked and amazed at such a coincedence, rather, chance... It's really crazy... Wild even... Anyway I must admit that there are lots of pro ppl in VC who sight sing like *snap*... Yeah I mean tenor sectionals with no keyboard... Cool!
Really, it's nothing personal... I've wasted 1 year of my life and now I'm sure as hell determined to get it back... I'll play every trump card if I have to... I slogged so hard, lost my voice and swam in mud only to realise that it's not worth a single second and cent... Just let me go in peace... At least I still give a little bit of damn... Unlike some senior and even my junior who together don't give a complete damn at all... I still do my part, my duty... If u think I'm doing it for u, for my country... U are so wrong... I do this for my religion, for God, for Jesus Christ... If I wasn't a Christian I would have taken my foot of the pedal and let the engine stall long ago... And right now I deserve the right to do what I want with whatever that's left of my freedom... If u got a problem, I don't care! I'll just do my job the "SAF" way... There will be nothing in my way this time!
Sunday, January 14, 2007
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cool man! i love ur this post. Almost everything u mention applies to me.. the driving, the singing.. even including squandering my 2006 away... i really wonder when can i spend my life so meaningfully..
--Chin Leng
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