Façade

I feel very wretched for putting on a façade almost everyday... But given the nature of my job and the surroundings I am in, it is no doubt the only way to survive. So it was really refreshing to be my natural self and enjoy the music for the past few days... Still some elements of the façade exists... Luckily I've been through worse so putting on a little façade here and there is no kick... Let's see who cracks first? Game on!

Ok now the serious stuff... Man carolling this yr is damn shiong so far... Wha for like 3 days in a row there were only 3 tenors and lots of basses... So I've been blasting like siao... But I lost my ring... How sad... So disgusting I feel... But at least everyday I'm improving... Getting the ring back... But I dunno if I'll get back to last yr's standard... We'll see... Well at least the noels and divine have the ring!!! Muahaha!

Tonight's session with Marcus conducting was one of the best carolling sessions of the yr!!! Omg the balance was there and the sound was damn gd!!! Add a gd solo from martin and lots of ring and u get a gd session... Haiz... At least I tried my best... Anyway after tt I was treated to some scintillating stuff from the yr 2s and 1s... Their Italy songs! Got to here them perform them in the holding room... So nice... Man hopefully tmr and Christmas will be a blast... Damn can't time slow down... I really don't want to go back to reality... Catching pokemons in Jurassic park can't beat all the carolling sessions in the world!!!