DDAY

This is it! The starting of 2 yrs of compulsory national service ( not to mention 2 weeks of confinement)... No com, no Xbox nvm I can survive... No music (except maybe the national anthem and those out of tune army songs)... Now I wonder how... I was talking to Matt Lau this morn... Wha.... I wonder how I'll pass my 2.4 km... I ALWAYS run with music... Now no music to keep me company... I'll prob feel LOST... I wanna say a big thank you to all the ppl that has been cheering me up this few days (the choir peeps, church friends etc)... There is only one word to describe this feeling. Trepidation. Anyway, Andrew put it in a nice way... If I die, everyone will prob die with me too (unless they're some super hero or smt)... I won't be alone! Haha so I guess I'll just got to get use to being called recruit H.D. Tan... Sian... Comparing this with my choir nickname, I betcha my choir nick is like a hundred times better than this... Ok I shall stop complaining... Just remember the two most impt things! Pray and breathe... Tt's all! Anyway I doubt I can blog much abt NS anyway cos of classified info and yadayada... SO... I prob will only be blogging on weekends abt life outside army... See how... Maybe I shd follow Ben Lee's advice... Treat army as a game! Haha yeah I can do tt! It'll prob be a game tt will last me 2 yrs... Anyway I guess this will be it for a while... Until I come back home again... I think James u'll remember this amusing incident...

Home

Michael Buble

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

Just wanna go home

Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two

“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I’m lucky I know

But I wanna go home

I’ve got to go home
Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

But this was not your dream

But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come and gone away

And even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home
And I’m surrounded byA million people I

Still feel alone let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home

Let me go home

It'll all be allright

I’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home