Now being a (supposedly garang but unfortunately toy) soldier, I'm supposed to follow the mentality of never surrender and yadayada... But of course since I've been undergoing CCC since late Feb, I've got better plans to take reclaim what is rightfully mine... The coveted pink (no I'm not gay!) card... Of course it ain't gonna be easy... 140 tough days stand on the wall, but if I tought day should accidentally fall, there'll be 139 tough days standing on the wall (sing to the tune of the nursery rhyme 10 Green Bottles)...
So what's the main point? Well this means I'm never gonna fall back till I get back what's rightfully mine... Using the enemy's SOP against them, I'll fight for my rights... Even if it means going deep down the dark path... But why talk about fall back? I never did contemplate that move ever since what's mine was pillaged from right under my nose! If someone took something that belongs to you, you'll give that person a bloody nose and more to get back what's yours right? But let's say this person is omnipotent... Then the tables are turned cos I'm not picking someone my own size... So I guess it's just a matter of pride... Get back what's mine, wreak as much havoc and pull out hastily... In other words, fall back when I got what I came here to do...
What's the big deal about falling back then? Well today as I was chionging home, I heard a chinese song that's kinda nice and loosely translated as fall back... Ok I purposely translated it as fall back (but it's rather similar I promise)... And I reflected on the lyrics and realised that I can see a personal link in my life somewhere... So I guess it's really good to let go and move on, but only if I can get back what's mine... Only then can I fall back, pull out and carry on with life somewhere else, a breath of fresh air... Yeah 139 days more...
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
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